Of course... I'm really happy with him, I wouldn't be datin' him if I wasn't. I don't just go around datin' people for the hell of it.

It just...feels bad. That he thinks I'm just gonna toss him away. And I know that's a him thing, not a me thing, but...it feels like I should be able to fix that. It feels like I'm failin' as a boyfriend. Like, he deserves to be happy. And maybe someone else could do better at it.

If I don't make him happy too, then what's in it for him? I don't want him to settle for a consolation prize.