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Re: 223 evening

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Gold: why would you date him just because he's younger

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: its a long story
Silver:but short answer is I wouldnt leave c
Silver: so my question is is this a c thing or a me thing?
Silver: am I not doing something right that I could be doing better to make him more secure feeling?

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: probably a c thing?
Gold: he's always hunting for a reason to break up with you
Gold: because he thinks you deserve better and he deserves nothing
Gold: reassuring advice you might want to ask b for
Gold: but i think showing him your possessiveness and willingness to chase him is good?
Gold: b likes it

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: idk theyre similar but like
Silver: i dont know if c wants me to be super clingy
Silver: not sure if him pushing for lowkey was because of god or maybe he just doesnt like that kind of thing?

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: maybe he thinks people knowing he has a boyfriend makes him look vulnerable?
Gold: or at least have real people feelings

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: real people feelings
Silver: does he seem happy to you?
Silver: like
Silver: with me?

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: i think whenever he realizes he's really happy
Gold: he starts being a crazy gremlin at everyone to even it out
Gold: so yeah
Gold: you made him a crazy gremlin

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: hes been harassing baby fake aries

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: guess its cause he resembles someone important to you

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: i literally think he thinks im going to leave him and date baby aries
Silver: he basically said it and in a really fucked up way

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: he thinks you'll be happier with him i guess
Gold: like you cared about him once before and now that he's younger
Gold: he's dateable too now

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: just because hes younger doesnt mean im going to abandon ship though
Silver: i mean he knows aries asked me out before he got pulled to another show
Silver: but that doesnt mean go and purposefully try to piss him off
Silver: and then hide important shit from me
Silver: he got his ass thrown through a window

Re: 223 evening

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[ Please hold Gold needs to process 'Aries asked me out' for a bit. ]

[ Okay no, focus Gold. ]

Gold: i guess the big doubt is probably
Gold: would you have dated aries if he hadn't gotten pulled
Gold: it's like mori i guess
Gold: that feeling of if it weren't for me, he would be dating this other person?

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: i guess that makes sense
Silver: but how do i make that feeling stop then?

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: what would you need to hear from c to convince you he wasn't gonna dump you for mori

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: if i knew id just ask him to say it
Silver: i mean
Silver: i know hes not going to dump me for mori
Silver: or if he did he wasnt planning on it
Silver: idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: he's gotta be picking a fight because he's jealous
Gold: but I don't know if he's trying to do a 'force you to pick one you like more' thing
Gold: if you've been getting along with not-aries
Gold: maybe he thinks its like a bound to happen thing that he'll ask you out
Gold: im trying to enter c mindspace and its a paranoid place in here

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: enter with caution

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: desire for b and gold and silver to go back to volleyworld without me because i don't think i deserve it
Gold: be terrible at silver sometimes because im sure he'll eventually get tired of my shit and leave me
Gold: find potential future boyfriends for silver so i can make sure he ends up with someone i approve of
Gold: this guy is like a potential ex let me test him
Gold: and make sure he doesn't like me so he doesn't approve of me and won't care about my feelings if he decides to ask silver out

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: jesus
Silver: christ

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: nyehehe

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: no its more like
Silver: neeheehee

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: close enough
Gold: does that help?

Re: 223 evening

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Silver: yeah
Silver: just gotta take deep breaths
Silver: remember its a c thing not a me thing
Silver: and just stick around
Silver: he has to accept sooner or later im not going anywhere

Re: 223 evening

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Gold: you're really thoughtful and put your all into your relationship
Gold: c sees that even though he reacts weird to it
Gold: be gross at him sometimes to really drive it in?